Saturday, August 16, 2008

Faith

I am so tired right now. I started reading this blog about 11:00. I stopped reading it about 3:30. I was so moved by this blog. I have not been good at sharing my faith. I seem to think the people around already love God as I do. This was something that I felt connected to. Why?


When I was pregnant with the baby there was a worry it was not a good thing for me. After Cuddle Bug was born we where told not to have another child. We both felt our family was not complete. So we went to a specialist to see if there was a chance for one more baby. We got the OK.
I have a very thin uterus. It was in bad shape after baby#1 and 2. It also ended up my balder and uterus had grown together from baby#1. The balder was damaged from the growing uterus stretching it. I told my doctor how much pain I was in all the time. I was told over and over it was ligaments with #2.
The pregnancy was hard and long. I know by the end I was tired of all the pain. I was tired of worrying was that pain really something to worry about? Would my uterus stay in once piece until the end? What if it tore and I did not make it to the hospital in time? What would happen to me, the baby, the girls, and Tony? Was I being foolish in thinking I could have another child?
There was even a question of what would be done if my life was in danger. It was stressful but nothing like what Angie has gone threw.
I was blessed to have hubby and my mother-in-law with me. I was blessed I went home with a healthy child. I was blessed and I am not sure my faith was as Strong.

If you read this blog, please let me know.
I pray you all will have your faith strength. I pray you seen the wisdom in the grass being green due to there being a lot of rain. I pray God will touch you as he has touched me.


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